Midnight-Rainbowz

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Untitled 4 by Midnight-Rainbowz, literature

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Untitled 4

Grabbing the knife by the blade Cutting my hand in the process Cutting the flesh above the vein on my wrist Deeper and deeper into my skin The knife goes Blood drips onto the floor Tears mixing in Why did this happen How did I let my emotions out so fast so far so soon Why do I always let myself get hurt by men Why did you let this happen to us Weren't you supossed to love me forever What happened to us Weren't you supossed to protect me from all this pain Weren't you supossed to love me forever What happened to us How could we let this happen How could you quit loving me ...

Untitled 3 by Midnight-Rainbowz, literature

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amongst the moon and the falling stars i'm so high i could fly to mars i'd look out the window, but its covered in bars i think about you and what's really ours nothing much, a few kisses, some hugs feeling this way shouldn't be a part of love you say i'm special and that i'm the one but if that's true then why isn't this fun being in love, acutally truly caring for me isn't overlooking my deepest thoughts and feelings you said they'd be gone, and that they would pass but how can i believe that when they just seem to last ....

Untitled 2 by Midnight-Rainbowz, literature

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I know I'm suposses to feel, but I don't I know I should care, but I don't I know I should know what to do, but I don't I know I love, but I can't understand I know I can hate, but nothing's real I know I can look, but never touch I know I should hurt, but I don't I know I should look, but I won't I know I should feel shame but I don't I know I should cry, but I can't I know I should smile, but I don't know how

Untitled 1 by Midnight-Rainbowz, literature

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Decaying of innocense, being set free of pain Remembering to only do so in vain Loving, hating, who can tell them apart It's hard to feel when you don't have a heart Looking into a sea of disgust Saying you love when you only lust Staring into mirrored eyes Trying only to hide your cries Lashing out against those you thought you loved Knowing you could never be the one Not touching the skin you've felt before Longing to kiss my lips once more Wondering where you'll see me again Knowing that now you can never win Reaching out to kiss my hand You open your eyes and you're in a different land Knowing nothing and no one in this bi

Without You by Midnight-Rainbowz, literature

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The Rose Colored Glasses by Midnight-Rainbowz, literature

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The Rose Colored Glasses

Behind the rose colored glasses is a world of hurt and pain A face dimly lit, sitting, staring at the rain Contemplating the meaning of life She can only cut, hiding her deepest thoughts in a knife Behind the rose colored glasses she watches the world pass her by Screaming, only to herself, as she begins to cry Looking for something, yet she can't figure out what She never seems to find it, and it makes an even deeper cut Behind the rose colored glasses is a beautiful girl's face The only thing wrong is that she feels out of place A world torn by change, and filled with hatred is all she can she She won't allow herself to become w

The Darkness by Midnight-Rainbowz, literature

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The Darkness

Ah, darkness, an eternal grave A place to sit, a place to stare A place to go through the wear and tear A place to stay, a place to decay A place to wait for that final day Sitting here, feeling lonely, contemplating the meaning of life I look back and forth from the gun to the knife The gun would be quicker, and bring less pain The knife would be difficult, and may not stop the rain The gun would bring a certain end to all my pain and cries The knife could make me hide more, make me tell you lies Which should I choose What should I do No matter what, I know I'll loose You step in the room and the lights come back on I realize

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Wild Wild Midwest
Favourite genre of music: I love them all
Skin of choice: Myke's.... it's so soft =D
Favourite cartoon character: Spongebob Sillypants =P

Favourite Movies

The Wizard of Oz and Greese

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Uhm... I can't say that I favor one over another...

Favourite Writers

E A Poe

Favourite Games

Mario and Zelda

Tools of the Trade

pen and paper??

Other Interests

writing, singing, music, etc.

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Midnight-Rainbowz

Nov 2, 2003

Juggalo

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Today was fuckin amazing. I left with Jon at around 11:30 or so this morning and we went to pick up Erica then we headed up to the park for the gathering. It was so much fuckin fun. There was Juggalo Hack, Juggalo Football, Juggalo Boxing... and for some of the friggin idiots there was Juggalo Toking. Jeez tho... Shawn and Jerry and alla them bitches were there. That pissed me off. But I got all my aggressions out boxing. But that was too much physical exertion for me, so I gave up after 2 and 1/2 rounds. But I made her lip bleed and shit. So yeah. It was hella great. I got shit to do. Bie. I know you want my body Fat kids are so sexy Tak

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Midnight-Rainbowz

Sep 14, 2003

Bored

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I wish there was something I could do for fun at 1:30 in the morning... Myke and I went to the movies for the 3rd weekend in a row. That makes me feel rich. Hehe. We saw League of Extraordinart Gentleman 3 weeks ago, Bruce Almighty las week, and The Italian Job this week. OH!!! Right before we got there tonight there were these two people in the bathroom having sex!!! So the cops were there and everything.  The chick wasn't even 15, and I dunno how old the guy was, but he was a lot older than 15. And so yeah. It was hella funny and stuff. But yeah. That was my excitment for the night. So i guess its all good. Me and Myke have been doing great

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Midnight-Rainbowz

Sep 12, 2003

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To you I may seem a little concieted what with having all of those pics of me up on my site. And yeah, I might be. But so what. I just wrote one of the best essays in the world...Well, it was like 12 hours ago, but yeah. I think that I deserve to be a little concieted once in awhile. At least I have some self esteem right now. So thats a plus....anywho...thank you to Myke for taking the time to scan all those pics for me then cutting them apart and shit then sending them to me. I love you honey!!! Peace out everyone =P   *´¨ )       .·´¸.·*´¨   )    ¸.·*¨` )    ( ¸.·&#180